'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
Wednesday, February 11, 2009, Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Upset. Confuse. Frustrated. Irritated.Yes all kinds of different feelings.
I dunno what's into me. Neither am i working, nor am i studying.
But i simply dun have the mood to do so.
Just wanted to spend my time, sitting down.
Thinking bout stuffs that has been in my mind for quite sometime.
Stuffs bout studying. Be it in Singapore or overseas.
Stuffs bout having a job in the future if i were to stay in singapore.
And many many things.
Sometimes i wonder why people are able to get into the things that they wanted to have,
but i just have to stay in this tiny little tunnel waiting for the chance.
Or mayb i should say, i haven been looking for it?
Ohwells, i really dunno. Might ended up staying in Singapore studying in JCU instead of Macquarie Uni. Sometimes i dun know if the choice is right or was it just what i wanted.
I'm tired. Tired of everything that's happening in my life.
Firstly, 2008 just ended like 2 mths ago.
Its really a blink of an eye.
Secondly, my fren's were all waiting for their results to be release.
Sadness. Confusion. Worried-ness in them.
Whether able or unable to get into the courses that they wanted to get in,
was alr what they are thinking of now.
But what about me?
Its either i choose to start sch in March like what my mum says,
say in Singapore first,
after everything, if everything is doing fine.
Thn i'll go overseas to continue my studies.
Was that what i ever plan?
i cant think of anything right now. Perhaps just listen to what she meant.
But anyway, she makes a point.
What if i'm like having home sickness or smth?
Run away from sch from that far away land? Come back home and cry?
Nah. that's not what i wanted either. Perhaps its just a thinking.
I suppose i think bout what i wanted and make a decision soon.
Well, i didnt want to spend the rest of my life slacking.
I wanted to enter Uni. Yes that's my thinking.
I didnt want ppl to look down, neither do i want ppl to think that i'm good for nth.
Perhaps after everything, i'll thn think of what i'll go for after studies.
Anyway, just a note to all my frens,
Dun worry bout everything.
God has plan everything for us.
Just think bout what u want.
And try to work for it.
Sometimes its tiring, but wait till the end,
u'll knw its worth the wait. ((:
take care my frens. (:
loves